It was with the hope of restoring my self-confidence that she persuaded me to write for the Youth's Companion a brief account of my life. I was then twelve years old. As I look back on my struggle to write that little story, it seems to me that I must have had a prophetic vision of the good that would come of the undertaking, or I should surely have failed.
为了重新树立我的自信心，老师说服我为《青年之友》写一篇短小精悍的生活自传。那一年我十二岁，回顾起来，那篇小故事的写作过程也经历了一番内心挣扎；我当时一定是对这项工作的结果有了一个良好的预期，否则一定会失败。
I
wrote
timidly,
fearfully,
but
resolutely,
urged
on
by
my
teacher,
who
knew
that
if
I
persevered,
I
should
find
my
mental
foothold
again
and
get
a
grip
on
my
faculties.
Up
to
the
time
of
the
"
Frost
King"
episode,
I
had
lived
the
unconscious
life
of
a
little
child;
now
my
thoughts
were
turned
inward,
and
I
beheld
things
invisible.
Gradually
I
emerged
from
the
penumbra
of
that
experience
with
a
mind
made
clearer
by
trial
and
with
a
truer
knowledge
of
life.
虽然下笔时有些提心吊胆，战战兢兢，但是在老师的督促下，我写得很坚决。她知道，如果我能够坚持不懈，就一定会再次找到精神的立足点，也一定会重拾写作才能的。直到《冰雪之王》事件之前，我一直生活在一个小孩子的懵懂无知之中。如今，我变得更加内敛，我看待事物的角度更加深入。渐渐地，我从日蚀的阴影中显现出来，在生命的真谛面前，经过了严格考验的心智也变得更加澄澈清明了。
The
chief
events
of
the
year
1893
were
my
trip
to
Washington
during
the
inauguration
of
President
Cleveland,
and
visits
to
Niagara
and
the
World's
Fair.
Under
such
circumstances
my
studies
were
constantly
interrupted
and
often
put
aside
for
many
weeks,
so
that
it
is
impossible
for
me
to
give
a
connected
account
of
them.
1893年的主要大事，就是在克利夫兰总统就职典礼期间的华盛顿之行，参观尼亚加拉（瀑布）和世界博览会。旅行期间，我的学业有时会中断数星期之久，所以我不太可能把这些事联系在一起进行叙述。
We
went
to
Niagara
in
March, 1893.
It
is
difficult
to
describe
my
emotions
when
I
stood
on
the
point
which
overhangs
the
American
Falls
and
felt
the
air
vibrate
and
the
earth
tremble.
我们是在1893年3月去的尼亚加拉。当我站在美洲瀑布的悬崖边上，感受着空气的震动和大地的颤抖，我激动的心情是难以用语言描述的。
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