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Romain Rolland once said:
罗曼·罗兰曾说：
"Most men die at twenty or thirty;
“很多人在20岁、30岁的时候就死了，
一过这个年龄，他们只不过变成了自己的影子
for the rest of their lives they are aping themselves,
此后的余生不过在模仿自己中度过，
repeating from day to day more and more mechanically and affectedly what they said and did and thought and loved when they were alive."
日复一日，更机械，更装腔作势地重复他们有生之年的所作所为、所思所想、所爱所恨。”
Recently, I suddenly realized that this quote is talking about me.
最近，我忽然发现这则引言说的就是我。
I chose a stable job back as a civil servant in my hometown under my parents" advice after I graduated from college.
大学毕业之后，我听从父母的建议，在家乡找了一个稳定的公务员工作。
The job is easy. And my workload is quite small.
工作很轻松，工作量也很小。
So I have plenty of time of my own to spend.
所以我有充足的时间可以自由支配。
I bought my car and my house and went on dates which are arranged by my parents.
我买好了车和房子，并根据父母的安排去约会。
Everything goes well in my life.
生活中的一切都很顺利。
But, last month I went to a classmates reunion. And it crashed my heart.
但是，上个月我去了一个同学聚会。而我的心彻底被打碎了。
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